I heard a pop when I pushed my erect penis down. Did I damage it?

Hi doctor,

I accidentally pushed down my penis when it was fully erected. While pushing it down, I heard a pop sound, and immediately I lost my erection. Since then, things were not normal as they were before. Now, I can quickly push down my penis while erect, and sexual urges got reduced significantly, sexual pleasure is diminished considerably, I started noticing veins popping out second after the incident. Now, the veins are getting bigger and bigger. I doubt that I have damaged my penile suspensory ligament and some other ligament and veins. Please advise.

Thank you.

Thank you doctor,

This incident happened to me at the age of 14. I have been a shy person, I could not discuss any of these issues with my parents. I know it is too late, but now my parents want me to get married so I am left with no options. A lot has been changed since it happened, I never had vein on my penis before, after that happend each time I masterbate the veins started getting bigger and bigger now all those small veins became huge and lot of new small veins popped out of those big veins. Surprisingly, I can still get a full hard on, but it drops while on hard. I can easily push it straight down from 90 to 0 degrees without applying much force. And since then my sexual urges has been getting down. My parents and relatives have body hair and can grow full beard. Unfortunately, I do not have any of these. I think it has affected my testicles as well. In addition, do have symptoms of low testosterone too. I can feel veins on my left testicles and in time developed puffy nipples too. Before that happend, I had a high sexual urges. Now, kinda feel numb down there. Is there any way to get it all treated and have a normal and healthy life back? Please advise.

Thank you.