May I know whether being disorganized and forgetting things easily mean ADD?

Hi doctor,

I have never done this kind of thing before so let me just start from the beginning. I am a female, 18 years old. I started ADD medication in 8th grade. Then I fell into depression and had severe anxiety which I believe the ADD medications had a big contribution to, so I went on antidepressants. I also had OCD at the time.

After a year of all the medicines, I went off all of them because I thought that they were ruining my life. Now I am entering the senior year of high school, and with all the applications I have to do for college, I really need to be able to focus.

Now, every time I take the medicine, my anxiety gets worse and I feel down, helpless, overwhelmed and unable to do anything I need to do, even though I am stressing out about it, like I am avoiding my fears. I did some research online and I saw an article saying how anxiety disorders can be mislabeled as ADD. I have always had a procrastination problem, not so much focusing. I am very disorganized, forget things easily, restless, etc., but can those symptoms be from an anxiety disorder?

I am notorious for not getting tasks completed simply because I am overwhelmed by the idea of it. I want to get them done, but my mind is so scared that it refuses to go near the subject. It seems like every time I take any kind of ADD medicine, my anxiety worsens, and so I cannot do anything like sit down and study. I am overall confused about if I have ADD, an anxiety disorder, or am just a lazy or emotionally weak person.